CYNOSURE IS MUSED

Nothing feels right, To me, apart from myself, everyone around looks light. Life feels weird, Everyone around makes me feel smeared. I try to work out the things, Tried for satisfaction, but for it, as of now not a single bell rings. I've lost all focus, be it work or be it studies, Where is my future heading that's what one of my ultimate worries. Is this life playing tricks? Is this the reason I feel like asking "Why do I even exists?" Looking for help, I use distractions like sketching, cartoons, books and poetry, But these are short lived 'coz when they are over I realize I'm again surrounded by misery. The person I wanna be with won't talk, Forget about having a blissful evening walk. It really feels disheartening, when your only mistake is by making a strong friendship built, The person you called friend gives you a feeling of guilt. The sound of silence is something that really haunts me, But agai

Like a caterpillar covered in a chorial shell, Letting it grow day by day. He held her tight as in a protective dwell, Carelessly, she slept in his arms in a world so grey. Although known and aware Of her tryst with the world so sly, He is yet so timid to share, His girl, 'coz what if all goes wry? "Am I being overprotective?", he thought. Smiling at his futile anxiety, He replied to himself, "Hasn't everyone of us fought, When life bestowed upon us with situations of such variety?" For his child, these thoughts, he is unable to let go. Caring, protective and defensive, isn't that's how a father's mind row? ********************************************************* PS: The above composition is inspired from the sketch which I made few days back. Also the composition is an attempt on Shakespearean Sonnet rhyming scheme(ABAB-CDCD-EFEF-GG).

Pic Source: Nextdoormature.org I was fluttering alone Running after flickers of light in the dark meadows. You came as an Angel Made me realize, we fireflies have light in their own shadows.