The Sound of Silence...!!!

Nothing feels right,
To me, apart from myself, everyone around looks light.

Life feels weird,
Everyone around makes me feel smeared.

I try to work out the things,
Tried for satisfaction, but for it, as of now not a single bell rings.

I've lost all focus, be it work or be it studies,
Where is my future heading that's what one of my ultimate worries.

Is this life playing tricks?
Is this the reason I feel like asking "Why do I even exists?"

Looking for help, I use distractions like sketching, cartoons, books and poetry,
But these are short lived 'coz when they are over I realize I'm again surrounded by misery.

The person I wanna be with won't talk,
Forget about having a blissful evening walk.

It really feels disheartening, when your only mistake is by making a strong friendship built,
The person you called friend gives you a feeling of guilt.

The sound of silence is something that really haunts me,
But again its silence that I look for solace and moments of glee.

Nothing really works, not even crying,
It feels like my head is in a pan put for frying.

Opening my heart and talking for hours,
Soothes me but just for another hour.

I wake up early 'coz my nights are getting shorter,
The things which used to help me, are no more cozy and warmer.

To me, it feels like a void has been created,
I seriously wish "Can I have a wormhole created?"

Certainly not this universe,
But for me, will the parallel one be more diverse?

Go to a alternate reality, that's what I wanna try,
Hoping that after leaving this universe, the new one also won't make me cry.

It might not end up troubling me,
I just hope the alternate reality won't give a feeling of despicable me.


PS: Another post on my quarter-life crisis :)


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