Life's Like That...!!!

HE will keep testing you from time to time and you will see lots of UP's and DOWN's......try to never give up, you will definitely succeed in HIS test.....

Isn't time Running Out

Monday, August 30, 2010

NuMb3rS...!!!

Since the past few days, my life has changed a lot, just because a couple of events occurred. One was planned, well organized and other unexpected, totally shocking that had a huge effect on everything in my life.....it even showed it effects on previously mentioned(which i mentioned as a planned one).....

Some part of me was positively moved and other was totally opposite.....both positive and negative effects took over me and changed me.....Trying to overcome the memory of Dhamija's death and just to change the mood a little bit, I started watching serial.....NUMB3RS.....actually i rarely watch movies, so thought of watching something related to logic and went for this detective serial.....

Some of my friends warned me of how addictive all these serials(Numbers, Prison Break, Kyle XY, etc...) are.....so i never tried to start them but now as i have started watching them, I got addicted and they are consuming my time(as expcted)...actually you can't actually consider it as a waste of time, but unfortunately or fortunately these guys in NUMB3RS are solving mysteries using logic and mathematics and since the past couple of weeks i have encountered many terms related to maths and different theories(Some i have already heard of and some are still new to me) that I'm wasting/utilizing(whatever you wanna say...i won't object, its your choice) my time searching, exploring and studying about them, for example in the evening i started with Riemann Hypothesis.

But all these are getting more and more interesting as you keep studying them lemme tell you how.....like in this hypothesis i have to first understand what exactly is Riemann Zeta Function and for this zeta function Dirichlet L-Function........for this L-series...for L-series i searched for Meromorphic and for it holomorphic and so on......So actually the chain was like this in the event

Riemann Hypothesis --> Riemann Zeta Function --> Dirichlet L-Function and L-series --> Siegel Zero --> Meromorphic Function --> Holomorphic Function........

I dunno how much deeper i will be going in but this was the deepest one i have reached by breaking a serial in between.....other gaming theory and all were easy one but this is getting really very interesting.....lets see what I'm gonna get next.....

Amidst all this i finally realized what was my real interest, so now i have got my stuff to search by in my free time.....lol...

Ohh...I think I've mentioned a lot of stupid stuff so I'll stop now otherwise you might soon come here to kill me....but do try to watch them.....atleast once.....if you have any interest in maths......

Saturday, August 21, 2010

RAHUL DHAMIJA {29-4-91 to 17-8-10}

Sometimes you gain something in your life and that moment changes your life.....
Sometimes when someone special enters into your life, your life takes a turn and the world becomes all yours.....

But when you lose something, you become tensed or feel depressed.....and have you ever imagined if I replace that something with Someone in your life.....Just give it a thought -just for a moment- it won't take much of your time.....

That some sort of similar situation occurred to me.....One of my friend Rahul Dhamija got the electric shock in college and lost his life.....


Rahul Dhamija(29-4-91 to 17-8-10)

We all were not able to get normal even after 4 days of his death, just we knew him for 2 yrs or so...Just try to imagine the loss his parents have incurred, what pain they might be suffering. Imagine the situation of parents who made their son grow for the past 19 years and now they are holding the body their son.....

I consider him as a true engineer, always busy with new stuff, we all were here just to praise him for his efforts.....always sincere in his studies and also good in physical activities.....you will never see a bit of revenge or sadness or anything on his face.....always smiling and laughing, enjoying life to the fullest.....The type of person he was...i must say we have lost much more than a friend of our....

Who was responsible???
College Management seems the backbone for the whole incident.....their mismanagement was the reason.....

Some of the students already complained in the evening that a loose wire has been observed sparking behind the library area, which might be risky in the rainy season, but noone even bothered to see what's the complain all about.....now when the accident took place, the college administration and heads are giving loose talks about the case.....

Mr. D.K.RAI commented that....."Arey gaddhe mein gir ke to kai log marte hain, wo kaunsa amar tha", "many people fall in manholes and die everyday, he too wasn't immortal"

Mr. T.R.Kakkar(director of our college) gave statements on many news channels.....where he told that its not the case of electric shock as other students were also present there and they might also have suffered it,

And the guy who first tried to him up got the shock so the power supply of the area of turned and then rahul was picked, then why did he delivered such statement on news channel. But he didn't had any answer to that question.

Amidst the whole seen, one innocent person was blamed and made to resign Hostel Warden Mr. Anirban Pathak.....people kept blaming him because of what he did earlier in order to maintain discipline among students but what he suffered this time was wrong.....

However, one year earlier similar case happened near the water tank but at that time somehow the guy was saved, that also didn't made them learn any lesson, and when this point was raised in front of J.P.Gaur(owner of jaypee groups), he said...."Har saal lakhon log marte hain station pe, tab tum kya lete ho???"..."Many people die at railway tracks every year, what do you do then???"

Some news channels are also reporting it as suicide...wtf...??

The way his family was crying was unbearable.......

Even the owner Jai Prakash Gaur didn't answered the questions and when asked to apologize in front of whole college and his family for the mismanagement of his college, he started to shout and sent all of us back who were raising questions on stage.....why the hell was he here if he wasn't ready to listen and answer our queries...???

All things are getting bloody business, even the life of students. They say "We all are family".....and when does this ever happened that if any of your family members die and you say the statements like D.K.Rai said......

The worst thing that happened that when we got some hopes for the justice at that time some bastards amongst us went to attend classes....for them the whole incident seemed to be a joke, they were enjoying it as a holiday.....why the hell they destroyed our efforts????? From where did they get so much privilege to destroy us.....????? We want an answer from them too....

None of us were able to believe it till the very last moment, we just had one thing in mind....."We can't let you go brother like this.....we will bring you back...."

Can't express the feelings, but in the hospital for the whole night we all tried to console each other and all of us kept crying in our hearts.....I don't know why this happened but this was the second time for me, earlier it was 2 years back in 2008 when i was in 12th standard.....However this time i was more deeply attached to the person, I won't be able to forget the night...terrible....

May GOD rest your soul in peace brother.....We all are with you.....GOD bless you....

25 years { "19-8-85" to "19-8-10" }



Since the last few days a couple of incidents have took place in my life that has completely changed my life.....

One was planned but other was....leave it I'll share it to you later....

From last 1 month, me and my sister were planning to give a surprise party to our parents on their "Silver Jubilee". Initially we faced problem to decide the gifts then somehow we got over the difficulty and bought something for them.....but the main thing was....."We both" reached there, the main problem was that we have informed everyone that we are going there with an strict instructions "Don't dare to inform our parents...its a surprise" so the threat was that if someone by chance...by mistake informed them....then our plan will fail....but by GOD's grace....plan went as expected.....:)

The moment of our arrival and the way in which they warmly welcomed us with a mixed feeling of-...i can't explain it in words....-but that was amazing.....


The Pretty Couple...!!! :P


We went for the lunch(parents, sister, me and cousin brother(from Indore)). Small gathering, but an amazing party.....in the evening, mama came.....another small gathering at home.....

and at last....one more....



cya....

Monday, August 16, 2010

Independence Day 'n' Sale...Sale...Sale...!!!

15th August.....everyone waits for this day eagerly....for 3 reasons:
1) Public Holiday....this time it was sunday...:P
2) There's Sale around every corner of the market...and
3) Its the day when Independence Day is celebrated in India

(very few of them waits because of the 3rd one....)

14th August: In the evening Rishabh, Me and Shubham all went to "FOOD BAZAAR"...saw attractive offers...decided to take everything we just saw, but soon we realized that all 3 of us are out of balance(almost all the year round you'll find engineering students out of balance...not a big deal). So what...no problem man....we'll again come for it tomorrow as 15th will be the last day for the sale....;)

15th August:Big day came...I and Rishabh decided to leave early in the morning....so we left soon after lunch in the afternoon....(ask any engineering student(exceptions are always there), it was always early for us)

So finally we left for BIG BAZAAR at 2pm.....all prepared for shopping....3 floors to surf.....

Slowly we started to move on, starting from ground floor.....then 1st floor....and so on.......and soon we realized that its already about 3 hours shopping and we're not finished yet.....but then worse was about to happen.....We both called our home and asked them "dear mom and dad....what all we can bring for you.....we're having a heavy sale here.....huge discount".....(that really turned out to be a bad idea) :P

And then demands from them started to come.....but somehow we managed to to purchase everything that was demanded...But the real thing was about to come...."Buying Kurta/shirt for my mother"

This was the first time i was purchasing something for my mother, arey infact any lady.....and this was really very very difficult....but an idea can change your life....Saw a Sardar roaming around and i asked him...."Uncle can you and your wife, please help in selecting the proper size for her....???" Actually i already selected the kurta/shirt(whatever was it..i dnt know)..but i was not sure about the size...so i asked her to select for the proper size......:P

Ok..then somehow we came back to college at about 6:15pm with a bill of 3k+....but it was not over yet....we were ready again...this time for FOOD BAZAAR....went at 6:30pm.....came back at 8:45pm......almost 7hrs of timepass....stupid walk....and useful shopping.....lolzzz.....

Dats it friends.....it was all over.....Independence day was over in a new style.....haha.....;)

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Titleless this time.....

"Every endless night has a dawning day
Every darkest sky has a shining ray"


How many times it has been with you that you had lost all your hope and you have decided to what you are losing and then suddenly you encounter something or someone with a ray of hope that it/he/she leads you towards your target.....?????

OK...I'm not asking you to share anything with me...but everyone of us someday, somehow has encountered such situation...

you might be wondering that why i'm writing such stuff, but such situations might come into your life anyday...anytime...so just don't loose hope....keep trying....the result will always be in your favour....

PS: I'm not pointing it out to someone's life...just putting something in front of you what i felt....dats it...:)

PS: Hope that the person concerned understands it.....;)

cya...

Saturday, August 7, 2010

Start Thinking as a TRUE ENGINEER...!!!

Many times you would have planned one or the other stuff about your future.....but how many times you were able to say...."Mission Accomplished"...once...twice...thrice...???

OK....now just start thinking as an engineer.....how do we plan to do something and how many times we were able to achieve it.....at this time i remember only one thing that somebody told me..."you will be made to work like a slave in your engineering, so that you don't face any problem in your future working for any company...might be an MNC(by mistake...if luck supports)". By the way there's very less hope for engineers, especially only B.Tech degree holders to move ahead successfully.

I too once thought to an astronaut or an aeronautical engineer.....but right now indulged in ECE.....and moreover to twist the knife in the old wound, i got this one.....


click on the image to get a large view...

However, some hopes are still left, but that just reminded me what an engineering student was planning to be a couple of years...and where is he now...ok then, lemme move on to accomplish my dreams.....GOD bless me....lolzzzz...:P

Sunday, August 1, 2010

On which DAY they remember YOU...???

So...Happy Friendship Day to everyone.....

Actually when I woke up.....I saw the light of my phone blinking and the message was flashing "Message Inbox full....please delete some message" I wondered what has happened to my cell.....then i realised its "friendship day today".....

I was actually wondering that why on this such particular day people wake up to send messages and remember all their loved one's.....to those whom they didn't talked or even remembered them for the whole year....suddenly start sending messages.....start making calls.....or whatever it is.....

I'm observing it since a long time...except today, last time when on father's day, some of my friends gave their blog address to see their posts.....and what was all written in it...."Love you dad.....and all such things..." arey if you really love anyone why do you need a day to remember that person or express your feelings to that person.....ok...a whole day is dedicated towards your dad....i agree that its a great idea.....but what about your idea on remembering you dad on all 364 days of the year...how many times did you remembered him????

I'm sure that a you might be receiving wishes from a large number of your friends whom you have not talked for a year and even most of them might have even forgotten to wish you "happy birthday".....

I'll not write anymore otherwise some of you might be blaming me that i have no feeling's for any of you...or i don't consider you as a friend....or i'm playing with their feelings.......something or anything like that.....ok then leaving the topic here only.....bbye.....njoy.....;)
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